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Saturday, March 20, 2004
just come back from my malaysai trip...very tired and sleepy...not fun also... all the while also in the bus...then actuallly not scard in the hotels then my friends say until i also become scared...so.....only the resort abit scared cause lotza insects...so very tired...cannot sleep well also..except in the hotels...quite fun overall lahz...still exceptble..not that bad...lat day also very fun..gotta shopping..buy alotza thing but abit regret nvc buy a nike shirt or track pants...haha...if next year got this trip again,will consider lahz...haha
***** Â Saturday, March 13, 2004
oh..I really can't imgaine that I got best in Design and Technology in the level for Semester 1... My Design and technolog is one of the subject i don't like and not very good when i was in lower secondary but i cant imgaine now i got the highest...but i really have to thank Mr lee for his guideance.. It was GREAT!!!thank you teacher....and my House,Orion got its campaion again!!!The Second Year!!!YEAH..Congrats ORION!!!Hope we can get the campaion again next year!!!Good Work!!!!Thanks everyone who is involved..if not for you, we wont win the campaion!!!Thanks
***** Â Thursday, March 11, 2004
Hi!!! Today is Our School annual sports meet...tmr will be the last day of the school term 1!!!YEAH!!It is also very near to our school malaysia trip that we have longed wanted to go...it is a four days three nights trip and is very very excited... on the first day, we will be travelling from Singapore to KL..after that we will travel from KL to Perak then from Perak to Malacca and then back to singapore on the fourth day...i am very excited but looking back, there will be some problems ahead..the sitting arrangement..we have three people in the group and is odd number again..there seems no one wanted to give up the sit and sit along..there is lots of time i have been left alone or in other words i automatically go away but there seems no one of them apperciated it..i really wonder why...i had also give up my self and let both of them together but hope they can give me times when i can sit with both of thm..i hope the last day i will be able to sit with either one of them and i will be very peaceful...i hope on the trip there shouldn't be any quarrels and unhappiness things happening...i hope we are able to have fun times together and none of us feel left out...i also hope everything should therefore done in groups and we will not be separated at all times...i really hope nothing will happened to us and will have a wonderful trip and be very happy and also sad as we really miss the happy times we have together during the trip...
***** Â Tuesday, March 09, 2004
"Boy Friend" 5566
***** Â Monday, March 08, 2004
"Say It Isn't So"
***** Â Sunday, March 07, 2004
Today is a both sad and happy day for me...Today i went suntec with my three friends, Shu Wen, Ru Zhen, Wei Qing. Sometimes i wonder why friends are so HURTING. Can anyone tell me??? I am really tired of it sometimes but also fun it interesting when friends are around me to cheer me up and talk to me. I like to have lots of friends so i wont feel lonely and sad... Frankly speaking, i am a very emotional person and also someone who is very scared of lonely! Sometimes i wonder if i have true friends in school. I want to have but don't knoe if they treat me as true friends... I have true firends but they are all TEACHERS!!NO SURPRISE AT ALL!!! They are Mrs Norlinda (My form teacher) and Mrs Margaret Ng... Mrs Norlinda is a person who I spent more personal things with and she will keep it very confidential. She often give me advise on how things can be solved and be a very good listening ear... I really enjoying talking to her and sometimes feel very relieved when i talk to her... She keep secrets deep in her and not tell a single word out... She is one of my teachers who i really trust very much as well as Mrs Margaret Ng...They are the two true Friends i have in the school so far...and also still got one more who is ailong..she also very good at listening at my problems and sometimes even wanted to help me "find" that person or that group to "settle" with them. But i often stop her because i don't like to "create" too many trouble... I am also a person that cries to venger my sorrows and unhappiness and sometimes bottled up and daydream about it...Sometimes i would rather stay at home and do nothing than go to school because when i go to school, i think that there are naturally troubles and saddness await me to feel very left out and sad about it...So I sincerely hope my friends would understand me more and hope they would next time ask me to join them wherever they are doing things together....=(
***** Â Saturday, March 06, 2004
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everyday is a sad day for me...not a SINGLE day... I really hate friends...they hurt feeling and even say back when they did something wrong...I am very hurt and even have to apologized when they did something WRONG too!!!IS HEAVEN FAIR?THOSE WHO DID WRONG DON'T HAVE TO APOLOGIZED AND THE VICE VERSA!!!REALLY HATE THEM!!!FRIENDS are really sickening...they hurt you and say the vice versa...really don't like them!!!why do i have to suffer these toutures!!!and when they say they don't like the other one,but in the end siding the one she doesn't like...and keep saying that they also got left out!!But I also give in to them but what they say???They are like talking NO SENSE!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!i really think making friends is a torture you are looking forward but not someone or the group that they are willing to share sorrows and happiness together...There are no true friends in the world..including those who are by your side during school days...They think they are a lot of people who are BULLIES!!!they hurt people without feeling how people will feel and when they were in the shoes of these people who got seriuosly hurt how do they feel???Sometimes i really don't feel like going to school because i don't wish to suffer from all these torture what my friends give me...i am not truly in the wrong and YET have to apologized to them!!but they didnt even apologized to me for writing the letter to me at all!!!道理再何妨？？？I really wanna know!!!WHY do BULLIES GET AWAY SO EASILY BUT THEN ONE WHO GOT BULLIES HAD A VERY HARD AND HURTING IMPACT ON THEM???I DONT LIKE TO BE CONTROL BY FRIENDS!!!they can be happily there chatting but i will always be the one being left out all the time???I know we all have lonely times all the time but do you know how we feel...you definitely know right???then why do you still wanna say hurting things when you already know that if you were the person whowas hurt by these things HOW do you feel???HURT RIGHT!!!if you are not hurt,you are not HUMAN.then think of what you will be???someone who doesn't have emotions is not HUMAN!!!you say if i say those word and you feel angry,then if you were the one who say those words to be i will feel the same but do you know pointing out the mistake you made is so good and a lesson that you can change???NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT!!YOU ARE NOT PERFECT EITHER!!RIGHT???WHY DO YOU HAVE TO HURT PEOPLE AND NOT LETTING PEOPLE HURT YOU???DON'T EVER THINK HIGHLY OF YOURSELF..IF YOU FALL ONE DAY YOU WILL FALL ALL THE WAY UNLESS YOU REALIZED YOUR MISTAKE AND DO SOUL-SEARCHING ON THE MISKTAKE YOU HAVE DONE!!!RIHGT???SO DON'Y HURT PEOPLE WHEN YOU YOURSELF DOESN'T WANNA BE HURT TOO..AND SCOLDING ANF HURTING WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY AND REGRET AT THE SAME TIME BECASUE IF YOU WERE THE ONE WHO GOT HURT,HOW WOULD YOU FEEL!!!!!!/???????
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