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Saturday, January 29, 2005
hello everyone.i am very happy today because every unhappy things are now solved!!!i am very relieved too...hope things will go smooth for us from now till the end of this year..chinese new year is coming..very excited and happy too..but maybe is because of the tsunami diasaster,the atmosphere is like not very strong here ar?maybe i stay too far from chinatown etc so like no chinese new year atmosphere.haha..now a days homework is not that loaded like the pervious weeks..maybe because the teacher finally have understanding on us..haha..especially a math..hope everything will be smooth lorz..like nothing to write like that..okay bye..
***** Â Tuesday, January 25, 2005
my cough,sore throat and flu is getting worst!!!!PLEASE HELP ME!!!!i feel like dying like that..haha..might not be going to school tmr..very terrible...wanna die liao...this had been following me since sunday!!!very sleepy and terrible..actually wanna see doctor yesterday..but my mom in bad mood so i ren3 until today,she feel much more better then i tell her to bring me to see doctor tomorrow..and sorry midsean for telling you to help me do the relief schedule tmr..hope you dont mind telling you last mintue..=)thanks a million!!!!think will write till here for today..
***** Â Saturday, January 22, 2005
oh its saturday today!!!was actually wondering why someone is giving me bad attitude this week and i finally know the reason..haha..but i feel numb now!!!!and is because someone saw the post i wrote a few years back and was angry.but there's no use now.and the someone even think is my fault!!!excuse me!!!how could you just push all the blame to me???hello i am the one who was treated badly that time and you wanna push the blame to me???are you unwell or what???a four years friendship was destory NOW!!!i dont give a damn too!!!if you were too!!!i find ways to cover the so called "hatred" in you for myself and not think of the unhappy things that had happened!!!you know how hard it is to forget something that had cast a DARK SHADOW on you???do you have this type of feeling before???NO!!!and you said that you are disappointed??then i must be disappointed in you for 2 years???dont you think so???i thought this friendship will last till this year but i now think otherwise.i have given you for as long as four years and now you wanna push all the blames to me??BULL SHIT!!!you know how i go thought my life this two years???all of disappointment in you and in me as well!!!missing the system like HELL!!!you know the feeling???YOU dont!!right?because you have been enjoying yourself for the past two years!you know the feeling???you know???!!!and if i were to know the truth behind all these,will i say all this nasty things???i am so sacred that i got now back in this dept and scared that the HISTORY WILL REPEAT AGAIN!!!you know this feeling???please stand in my shoes and think for me!!!if two years back and you were received this news from someone how would you feel???i was waiting for someone to cal me back to do stocking but was in vain!!!you know the anixety in me???of course not right?you know how i really feel when i received the call from someone???i was shocked that no words can come out from my mouth!!!do you have the feeling before??do you???please next time stand in my shoes and think how i will feel!!Thanks!!!
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