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Sunday, May 28, 2006
JJ Lin Jun Jie-Now That She's Gone ***** Â
oh..it has been a week since i blog in..haha..this week really very very busy..all the quiz started and have to study..haha but i'm so happy that it has all been over..tomorrow is marketing ICA think going to die already..cannot remember all the things lehz..haha..how ar?scarly tmr teacher say can open book???!!!oh i am thinking too much i guess..study until crazy already..=(hope tmr things will go smoothly..haha..ya this few days my sister like dont know why like angry with us?i also dont know what is going on in class..see everyone's nick all scolding people like that...somemore it seems like scolding people in our class..oh my god!!what's excatly happening?i really dont wanna see quarrels in class and at home also..my sister is so off sometimes..like we say her is we wrong like that..she say us then can..why like that?haha..i also dont know..but i give in and used to it already..although sometimes she also got give in to me..but it seems like i give in to her more than she give in to me like that..oh..no...why why why???!!! ***** Â Friday, May 19, 2006
haha..back already.i finally feel so relax after like 3-4 days.maybe because i have already done what i have done and not feel regret for the rest of my life ba..haha..now,i have already treat him as a friend only and not think too much too!!!i also hope that he will treat me as a good friend also.i will also give my blessings to him..=) thanks friend for giving me a chance to talk to you! =) haha and next time i would also know who to look for when i need a listening ear.oh..today was the last day of the week! WEEKENDS ARE HERE!!!YEAH!!!but so stress..next week got SO MANY TEST!! HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH STUDY ALL THE QUIZ!!SHIT LAHZ.!haha..but no matter what,i will try my very very best!now,i put studies as my first priority..wanna finish all my education with good grades haha and go into the dream school..that is???haha not going to tell you all..haha later you all laugh till your jaws drop..only monday no test lehz..tuesday got HTML quiz during tutorial,wed got the stupid 3mins speech.thursday got Essential of IT quiz then friday got the computing maths quiz also..packed with quiz for whole next week..oh my god!!die already..havent take test already half dead already/...hahaah..now surfing next and writing this lorz.but like nothing to write already lehz..but will try to think of things to write..erm...erm...what can i write here??? ***** Â Wednesday, May 17, 2006
today is one of the relaxing day.but unlucky got speech practice.haha so nervous when i went up and talk.sad.then keep looking at the paper.then teacher write a note at my attendance there:"reading from notecard." sad lorz.next week got another 3 mins speech.die lahz..so embarrassing lorz.so off..dont like business communication.while i was making my speech,that sentence keep coming into my mind..i really feel so sad..dont know how to describe my feeling now.maybe i shouldnt have fell for him in the first place and now i hurt even more.this thing is affecting me so much..i really feel awful..WO HEN XIN KU!!! can someone help me?who can be my listening ear?when will all this things end and when will i heal???i really dont know...forgetting a person is so hard..i really resign to fate already... ***** Â Tuesday, May 16, 2006
oh no..i read something that i dont wish to see from there again.i think now its really impossible.i thought i would have the slightest chance of this but now it has been shattered..and i shouldnt have done all this things and shouldnt have be so brave to............i really regret now..regret..i think i am really very very stupid.it has been oneside all the time and i still think that someone has the feeling too..i am really so stupid to have this type of feelings...what am i thinking?i am not a very pretty girl or what and what makes me think that someone feels for me too?oh damn it...it just ....i hate it now...really hate this feeling..i feel so stupid right now!!!really feel like crying and giving up but it seems like i cannot give up and stop thinking about it..that really is so off!!!!oh.tmr got quiz..hope i dont get affected by this thing.have to revise later..byebye...
***** Â Sunday, May 14, 2006
Gary Cao Ge-Xiao Wo Ben ***** Â Saturday, May 13, 2006
i feel sooooo sad now..i really have an urge to cry out loud..just now i read something that is affecting me very much now..i really hate to love someone.because its a very awful feeling.i really hate myself for loving someone so deeply and now i am hurt even more.i really feel confused myself in a situation like that.i really hat myself..really hate myself.he dont even know who i am..how am i going to tell you i love you when you dont know me..how how how??!!i reall feel like crying,i am lucky also to have a friend whom i can confide to.its a girl by the way.haha..i really dont know what to do..i am really confuse now..how??????? ***** Â Friday, May 12, 2006
Jay Chou-Lan Se Feng Bao ***** Â
today is vesak day..wah...holiday..but very sad have to wake up early.hahahaha..cause what my sister say wanna eat roti prata from the hougang vegeterian stall there.cause holiday everytime alot of people so have to go there earlier.so wake up at 7.40am.so tired lorz.then my daddy like very delay time like that also..till like 8.20am then set off to the place.WOAH!!! go there go many people..oh my...then queue for the roti prata..so many people lorz.like over 10 people like that.my mother help us queue till very impatient.haha..then my daddy see her face so black quickly go and help her.hahahaha..wait for quite long before i can eat my breakfast.then when reach home,i watch the ai qing mo fa shi that i have download from youtube.haha.after watching,then they say wanna go out,so went to prepare and go for lunch then go parkway parade..shop for a while then come back at about 3.30pm.ya today got repeat the yesterday the channel u concert,then ask my sister to help me with the recording.haha..wanna record the yesterday gary cao ge the performance.he is fantastic!so nice lorz.he sing the song "gua mu xiang can"damn nice.then now at home already writing this post.my parents later going for wedding dinner,then will left my 2 sisters and me at home.haha.wanna do homework later already.just now at parkway walk pass jack's place,then saw a big size waitress thought he work there.haha..but its not lorz..i know where he work already..but wont go and find one.cause he also dont know me who..haha..maybe next time go there and walk pass see got anot.haha..i really so long never see him already.dont know when will have chance to see him lorz..too bad dont know where he is now..i sometimes really think that liking a person is really very torturing.cause first,if you know know the person.you will think if ways to know him.now somemore i dont know where he is more worst.chance of meeting him and knowing him seems ZERO.but then wo you bu xiang fang qi.i also dont know what to do...sometimes i really very sad and confuse.dont know wanna continue to like him or wanna give up.but i really dont wish to give up.really confuse.. =( hope i can see him again.but if i really see him,i also will not know what to do.that time got once i saw him.but it seems like he saw me but then it seems like he didnt see me either.and so we didnt smile at each other.hahahaha maybe he also dont know me.only i know him.yi xiang qing yuan..i really sad.haha..going to add another song lyrics here already..enjoy..
***** Â Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Jay Chou-Ye Qu ***** Â Tuesday, May 09, 2006
oh..this week was a tiring week for me...so sad..i think i am going to fall sick soon..these few days wake up and feel giddy for the whole day..and like wanna die like that.haha.okie let me update on the things that happened last few days..last saturday nothing much happened.went to ah ma house at the evening for dinner.oh that weekend i was abnormal.haha cause i got the FEELING TO STUDY..i cant believe myself also..haha..maybe cause ICA coming ba..haha..so saturday and sunday i was studying at home.so that's what happened on saturday.on sunday,nothing happened much too..went to potong pasir for breakfast.haha that's the place i stayed when i was young.have childhood there you know..haha ***** Â Friday, May 05, 2006
Jay Chou-Jian Dan Ai ***** Â
oh..today is finally friday..haha.end of weekdays already..yeah!!!weekends coming..hahahaha..tmr is general election day..haha..so excited..my parents and sister will be voting..haha..my eldest sister first time voting..she seems quite excited.haha..okie lets dont talk about this..haha talk something else..thursday.....went to school early morning.lucky this time not late for class.haha ya tell you all something,last thursday i was late for 20 mintues for tutorial.haha somemore my first tutorial for this module lehz..so pai sei lorz..all blame the traffic jam from TPE all the way to Yio Chu Kang mrt there lorz..wanna vomit blood already..in the end when i reach class, i only attended half an hour of class..and when i enter the class, my teacher almost finish going through all the answers already..haha so pai sei, when enter class,everyone was looking and regina and me..hahahaha..so sad..lucky yesterday not late..of not sure die.teacher will ask why last so many times..haha..so i reached on time..haha..yesterday also tiring day for all of us..later our lecture for one of the modules, everyone was sitting in the lecture theatre not moving..haha.and 16 of us sit at our orginial place and almost all dozed off.haha so funny lorz..i slept for a while and wake up.cause the lights very bright so cannot really sleep..so i listen to my mp3..so kill time and rest for a while..and the theatre became quite hot lorx..maybe aircon switched off cause nobody using ba..haha..but after a while,the aircon can back..haha.lucky if not we going to surfocate there.haha..spell wrongly..sorry..haha..then we rest for an hour before our next lecture starts at 3..haha.so some were resting and some were playing..there's also a few class sitting at the lecture theatre doing their own things..so there are about 3 class still inside the theatre after everyone left..haha..so fun lorz..then after my last lesson.went to mac with regina,stella and weishan..cause pai regina eat the rice burger from mac..she wanna eat.so pai her lorz..haha.i ate mac nuggets meal.then so full in the end cannot eat dinner when get home.lucky mom never scold.she ask me to drink soup that she cooked..haha...so today..nothing much happened..went to school at 9.15 cause lesson start at 1010..meet yirong for school and regina also..haha..yirong my best best close friend..haha..i think its really fate that i know her.i must also thank someone.cause without her,i also wont know yirong..haha.THANKS XUETING!!!haha.so you know who is the someone who had helped me know my best close friend ba?haha..today something very bad happened..my lecture for one of the module said something to regina that affected her so much that she cried..and the lecture also very what lorz.how could you said something like that to the girl!!!HE IS SO OFF.. =( and regina become so sad after that lorz..then a few of us know know what happened consoled her lorz..haiz...so sad..today only had pancake for lunch..sad ar...cause i do a work wrongly.then have to redo before going class if not scared teacher will scold.haha i timid one..haha..and regina never do work so she also buy pancake and eat while doing homework..and THANKS YIRONG FOR ACCOMPANY US.stella wanna eat something full so she had lunch with weishan they all..but lucky she manage to finish her work also..so lucky lorz..and after my last lesson,which is lecture, i very very hungry..haha..so i quickly ask me sister to buy me kfc from compass point.so i go home can eat mahz..regina also hungry so she buy another pancake to eat while walking to our bus stop.yirong and stella went to discuss their presentation for accounting so regina and me went off first.and when we walk half way, saw them behind..so happy..so we walk towards the bus stop while yirong walked home cause she stayed nearby...reached home,i faster eat my burger..ten go youtube watch a show..then now typing in here lorz..haiz..this weekend cannot enjoy already.got alot of things to revise..had not dont revision for about 2 weeks..=P must do already of not later cannot catch up..lecturers all talk like a train like that.cannot catch up sometimes..so must revise already..okie i think that's all..byebye..
***** Â Wednesday, May 03, 2006
aiya...so many thing happened this few days..haha.monday,labour day!! SCHOOL HOLIDAY..so my parents say wanna go shopping..it seems like on monday, i like return to the past where the moment i wake up, the first announcement i heard is "okie.you all go and prepare.later after breakfast we go shopping!!!!!"my parents tells me when i woke up at 9++am..haha..i so happy..cause it seems very long since i have this type of feeling..we seldom have this type of going out early in the morning feeling for the longest period of time in my life..haha..so miss the times...haha..so we went AMK ave 10 for breakfast and i ate mee siam..wah!!!so nice lorz..haha..anyone like mee siam can tell me,i bring you to the best mee siam in singapore.haha..when after breakfast,drove karen to bishan to meet her friends.when here we off to the CITY.haha..we went to suntec city..our first stop..wah..when reach there, saw a very long queue..and people in the queue all in GREEN!!WHY WHY WHY!!!!haha..oh.actually the people there is qeueing for the milo thing..haha..you wear green and take the newspaper cutting you can get a free 1.5kg tin og milo!!haha good ar?there is 22,000 tins of milo to give away lehz..those who wanna,hahahahahahahahahahah..too bad..finish already..its only available on LABOUR DAY..dont feel ptiy..I ALSO NEVER TAKE..HAHA..cause we dont know mahz...so cannot take also..all of us not in green and no newspaper cutting also..lucky..if not later my mother wanna us to go and queue then die..haha.then shop for a few hours in suntec..so crowded with people.went nike.actually wanna buy track shoes and clothes.but then my sister keep saying wait for singapore sales..:( then when addidas also..go all sports shops to see got anything can buy..but see all also cannot buy cause got someone keep saying "wait for singapore sales lahz..now already everyone wait for the sales already" i so sad..singapore sales i really wanna buy the whole store back.haha..then after finish shopping at suntec,we walk over to marina square..everytime i go MS, i will have a feeling that he is there..somewhere around the shopping mall..but everytime i will be disappointed..sad...haha..then shop marina square.also see alot of things i wanna buy..but again..i think you all know what happened next.haha..so in the end,never buy lorz..WAIT TILL SINGAPORE SALES I WANNA BUY ALOT OF THINGS.haha..so at marina square,we shopped about 2 hours.then when back suntec cause our car parked there..so tired already..actually decided to go home..but then my parents wanna go the bugis there..the albert court OG..so we went there..haha..so many places we go today..then shop at OG cause got sales..20% storewide..but i didnt buy anything.cause never see anything suits me..haha..so never but.after that went fatty wong there for dinner..their food is still that nice!!oh...love it..haha..anyone wanna eat nice chinese cusinie,can tell me..haha i bring you to a very nice place..haha..tuesday was i tiring day for me in school..i nearly fall asleep in class..haha..sad..not much homework also..today,,again,i nearly fall asleep in class again..haha..the eyes nearly wanna close already..at some point in time..i already close my eyes..and sleep..haha.but wake up myself.cause the teacheer use mic talk quite loud.haha..think must sleep earlier..haha okie gtg..wanna watch tv already..later for 20 mins alreadys..haha..byebye!!!!!
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